Don´t worry, I´ll keep working on the commissions until I finish them all, but I´m afraid I have to close commissions indefinetively. The problem is that I´m not owner of my own time.
My situation is complicated. I have a job that still doesn´t give me any monetary remuneration, so I wanted to make commissions to help me out, but is not working. It´s possible that I won´t be making any money until next year, and it´s a depressing and frustrating situation for me.
To make things worst, my family just don´t care . They don´t see my work as an actual job (both commissions and my current job) and they think I´m just wasting my time. They will be opening a coffee shop soon and THEY WANT ME TO WORK IN THERE. Fuck no.
Right now I´m working on the graphic design of the shop and of course it´s taking more time from me and I don´t have any choice because it´s family. I even have to go to the place and help to the reparations. And so on and so on.
Today even I have to go with my sister´s therapist for a group session. What can I do?
I´m getting more angry and angry because I can´t progress on my art or make any aditional income for me at all. The situation in my country is getting worst every month. There is no jobs with a decent pay anymore and I can´t go and look for a new job at least for now.
Part of the reason I´ll be closing commissions is because I hate to get behind schedule because I can´t get my priorities straight.
I´m really sorry with my clients for taking too long, and I know this is just a bunch of excuses, but it´s really hard for me to do things right now. I promess to finish your commissions this same month and sorry again for taking too long.